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Monday, July 28, 2008

Going with hubby for a week

Tonight I'm leaving with Mike in the truck. The kids will be staying with my parents... I'm sure they're ready for a break from me, and I'm looking forward to spending some much-needed time with my husband!

I'm hoping to keep a journal of the places we go & things we see--and hopefully take lots of pictures of things I've never seen before, lol!

I hope we get a load to Florida, but the dispatcher is still working out the details on that one... So far I know we'll pick up cows in Warren, Arkansas tomorrow morning then head to Wheeler, Texas. That's the plan as of now, but I have no idea where we'll go after that!

We plan to be gone til about Saturday.... so I'll do my best to update when we get back in. :)

What color are you?

You Are a Red Crayon

Your world is colored with bright, vivid, wild colors.
You have a deep, complex personality - and you are always expressing something about yourself.
Bold and dominant, you are a natural leader. You have an energy that is intense... and sometimes overwhelming.
Your reaction to everything tends to be strong. You are the master of love-hate relationships.

Your color wheel opposite is green. Green people are way too mellow to understand what drives your energy.

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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Who am I?

Have you ever thought about who you are? Really?

I think I've taken on the identity of mother and wife, and I don't even know who I am on my own anymore... I'm so confused.

This is something that my pastor's wife and I talked about yesterday, and I realized that I have no idea who I am anymore. She asked me to write down a list of what I like, what I don't like, and who I am. I don't even know where to begin. I started making a list last night, and then realized that I don't even know if that is me! I feel a little bit lost... I don't even know myself anymore. How sad is that!?

I think I'm so used to taking care of kids all the time and concerning myself with what THEY like and don't like, that it doesn't even matter to me what I like or don't anymore. I've taken on their likes & dislikes... as well as my husband's.

You would think that as much time as I spend apart from Mike, I wouldn't have done that with him. But I think I have. I try to do things in the house like HE would like them. And I think I've just decided that I like it that way, too. Do I really? I don't even know. I think I spend a lot of time trying to be happy when I don't even know if I am...

If anyone out there happens to see someone who looks like me wandering around... can you please direct me to myself?